| Sunday, October 3rd, 2004 |
| 6:25 pm |
not going 18v anymore :( its so shit im not going to 18v anymore with 36cf , i was fucking pissed off the night b 4 and i went drinking and then decided to go for a walk , i passed out in a feild then i woke up on a park bench , and my purse had been nicked with all my money and ticket to see 18V ...... most likly me throwing my purse in a drunken rage but still! i cant find it anywhere and it has my cards , sim card , numbers , 18VISIONS TICKET and pictures in it!! argh so so so so so pissed offf! ic ant see any of my mates who were going either ! xxxxxx Current Mood: annoyedCurrent Music: My chemical romance - im not okay ( i promise ) |
| Sunday, August 15th, 2004 |
| 5:57 pm |
upset
i well lvoe lee and i miss him already and now i have to go on holiday its so gay! xxx im gonan miss him and all my friends! xxxxxxxxxxx <3456 <33333 xxxxxxxxxxx |
| Saturday, August 14th, 2004 |
| 8:44 pm |
oh fuck it happened again !
i'm in love ! i spent today with him, i was menna be going back to wales with him but my dads not well so i couldnt in the end. he means so much to me , his so understanding and differnt from anyother man ive ever known in that way , i feel so open around him that i dont have to hide behind a fake me, and not be myself eg: i could shove chips up my nose and he wouldnt have a problem with it , the guy im talking about knows who he is!! i loves you babe$ xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox <33333 <3456 xXx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx |
| Friday, August 13th, 2004 |
| 9:52 pm |
wal-lon
im seeing my boyo lee tormoz , i cant wait i love him to bits ! been waiting ages to see him like , hope it will b fun ! xxx |
| Wednesday, August 4th, 2004 |
| 5:00 pm |
Cunt
cuntish men + london = fucking shittiest day of my life |
| Friday, July 30th, 2004 |
| 10:51 pm |
Aconite thrill
Aconite thrill was fucking amazing :)went to see them yesterday it was so good , i went to see them at the tunbridge wells fourm , i really enjoyed it , it was good to speak to them again its been a long time ! alex is the funniest he just runs up to u and pretends to be a pirate , and then jumped round me syaing trudie trudie trudie trudie trudie! :P love that guy! aconite thrill <3333 xxxxxxxxxxxx |
| Tuesday, July 27th, 2004 |
| 5:07 pm |
money and college courses
today ive been looking threw web site after book after website , for differnt college courses i want to do , i really want to start a course at toni and guy , but tis £2000.00 TO DO IT ! and i really dont no weather i can afford it i need a student loan bad! arghhhh ! xxx |
| Monday, July 26th, 2004 |
| 9:55 pm |
Town
today i went in to town with jade and took erotic pictures in a toy shop and a sitting on those machines that u put money in a they give u a ride , jades mum has now forgive me for the pro plus incident :s thank fuck and i hope she forgets about it to! :s xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx |
| Sunday, July 25th, 2004 |
| 3:50 pm |
were all dressed up we got no where to go!
today has been about as boring as been slapped in the face with a wet trout! i cant get a lift anywhere cos my paretns are cunts , so i ahve to stay at home and lock myself away in the darkness of my room! meeeeeeeehhhh boring! xxxxx |
| Saturday, July 24th, 2004 |
| 10:37 pm |
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| 10:31 pm |
Today :(
today was quite ok really , havent seen any of my friends for like a week cos i just havent been out, i went out shopping today with my ma .. it was cool i got some stuff :P , i got a stick throw at me by some 5 year old pikies and then i got called a grunger but then again whatever amuses there sweet little minds! ive been trying to get in touch with some of my old friends who i havent spoke to in a while to see how there doing and stuff. it was my friends funeral the other week they died in a car crash on wrotham hill ... 2 guys who had always been there for me all the way threw school although they were 2 years older than me <33 i really miss them and i hope they are not forgotten... me and all my friends managed to raise a load of money for a bench to be put in a park under some trees to remember them by , i do miss them quite alot but i try not to get too down about it. xxxxxx |
| Thursday, July 22nd, 2004 |
| 6:27 pm |
LONDON
i went to london today with my 6th form buddie lois ! had to go up to the tate modern to draw some shit! well gay in there i took loads of pics of us posing but my cam seems to have deleted a load! ill put the ones i have up :>!!  GAY CORE! on train  Hangin out a train window in Swanley!  BORED!!!  Poserxxxcore  he was well fit!  there was loads of them about so i took a pic  lois munching her starbucks straw  posing outside oxford street HMV  a pigeon i threw my starbucks at it was drinking it too!  me slurping starbucks again!  lois giving head to her starbucks  <3333333333333333 xxxxxx |
| Wednesday, July 21st, 2004 |
| 6:25 pm |
BOREDOM
im well bored so i thought hey! seeing as ive worked out how to put pics on i will load up so photos from back in the day! MR tinkle "ian watkins" or dan osbourne as some people like to call him!  alex the hardcore kid!  jade and mr tinkle  lois and jade  jade , hell , me , david ...  Scott's Shrimp  i<3333 aconite thrill |
| 6:25 pm |
BOREDOM
im well bored so i thought hey! seeing as ive worked out how to put pics on i will load up so photos from back in the day! MR tinkle "ian watkins" or dan osbourne as some people like to call him!  alex the hardcore kid!  jade and mr tinkle  lois and jade |
| 6:25 pm |
BOREDOM
im well bored so i thought hey! seeing as ive worked out how to put pics on i will load up so photos from back in the day! MR tinkle "ian watkins" or dan osbourne as some people like to call him! |
| Tuesday, July 20th, 2004 |
| 2:15 pm |
Apologize for bleeding on your shirt!
ive finished my 6th form today!!! woohooo! month off school woot! hopefully going up to wales aswell i cant wait <3333 im really bored at the moment though im sitting at home should b going tot he fourm tonight !! yay ! such a good way to celebrate no school for like a whole month and a bit! xxxxx |
| Monday, July 19th, 2004 |
| 9:39 pm |
Right now im feeling lonely and im not sure why , everyone seems to be coupley and in love and then theres me ....... the lonely kid , im an only child and i have no boyfriend or guy who is remotely close who i could say i was seeing . i have NO ONE .... some it makes me feel proper shit and i dont no why , rambeling on on live journal about my feelings doesnt help to much either , infact i dont even no why i bother at all in life . trude's xxx |
| 7:30 pm |
jam jar
mhm today has been well gay boring as fuck! mhmmmm but hey have to go up tate modern tomorz so i can finally finishe my art course! wohooo ... and i get to spend the day in london also taking posercore photos xxxxx |
| Sunday, July 18th, 2004 |
| 10:21 pm |
Bored
im so fucking bored ! |
| 9:57 pm |
Vaseline
vaselined my face today jsut to see wat it felt like , then it wouldnt wash off properly so its well sticky! im that bored .... swear my rubber duck is talking to me! x |